08/15/2002 - 4:39 am

It's almost beyond sick, I'm hot and have trouble breathing, my heart rate increases and I shake and I'm on the edge of oblivion - the edge of hysteria, of crying, of screaming. If there were some logical reason, I could do something, I could cure myself - but there isn't and despite the medication the fits have come back as debilitating as ever.

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