06/28/2003 - 6:07 pm

I find the idea of being completely faithful to a guy who is going to be across the Atlantic from me very difficult.

But its what he wants.

But hooking up with others won't change my feelings for him.

But it would hurt him. But I don't want to spend my summer depressed and pining cause I am avoiding any situation where I might cheat on him.

Really the option that would make us both happy would be if I just lied or omitted information.

But that is against my nature and my love for him.

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